#Polaroid photo credit: @homerphotos
Speaking of being adults, I had to officially quit my job today because of back pains I inherited 10 years ago while working; I was never granted a surgery for the slipped disc, hence it came back to recently to harbor in sleepless nights.
God has been telling me to use His talents to spread the gospel. Clearly, I’m not a charismatic speaker, nor a confident conversationalist. Instead, He gave me a splash of musical talent which I embrace dearly.
He’s been telling me to finish my Christian contemporary record, but work schedule got in the way; coming home exhausted everyday didn’t bode well either.
These back pains might be a blessing in disguise, I can finally stay at home and work on my music, for a little while.
However, being an adult means paying your bills and your school tuition debts until you die. Honestly, my parents are freaking out right now over the bills I won’t be able to pay. That, I’ve been struggling with since I never finished my 7 year psychology program, so if any of you can help a brother out in letting me know for any job openings, it will be greatly appreciated.
Thank you for caring, folks!
PS. I wish I can make music for a living. I’m no good on anything else really.
Will I give up on my dreams?
Will I trust God completely; that He will provide for the ones who seek Him first?
#RedMisery #1984 #unemployed #imanidiot #strugglingmusicians #imgonnadiealoneanyways #TaylorSwift #1989 #Sia #wig #microkorgXLplus
Coincidentally, today’s youversion Bible verse was:
“And the work of righteousness shall be #peace; and the effect of righteousness quietness and assurance for ever.” (at Queen of Heaven Cemetery)